.::PegGy's |il' StoRy::.

broken heart..

2006-06-06T12:16:00.000+08:00

oh.. i stop blogging for 2 weeks bcoz i've been kind of busy lately, and lazy as well.. hehe..
i'm happy i met new friends in college.. funny funny friends like cy, mayboh, and jia ming dey all.. cy, if u happen to read my blog, see la, i so good geh, talk bout u.. lol..

ok, em, last friday, i bang some1's car due to my curiousness.. i dont have a licence, and i get into my bf's car, step on the pedal and 'BANG'.. wth..^%^!$$#%$#..
y la? i step the pedal little bit only ah, the car moves so fast, go and fly infront..
so scary, my leg is shaking at tat time.. i am not goin to drive!! not now i mean.. nightmare..
i am sorry 4 banging ur car.. u seems unhappy..
and after u went home.. i knew everything..

u betray me..u do not think of the consequences b4 u do it.. u did not think of my feelings..
at that moment, u totally 4got tat i am ur gf.. u dont even wanna mention bout me..
bcoz i am nth 2 u.. u will nvr know how hurt is my feeling..
u tell me u regret.. but i don feel like trusting u anymore.. u make me very tired..
u make me feel that i am so stupid.. i trust u b4 this, i nvr check or control u.. i let u chat with any girl, as long as u r happy.. i dont mind.. but u go overboard..
i need some fresh air.. i dont want u in my life, at this moment..
bcoz u lie to me again and again.. u never wan to admit.. u still wanna lie..
such little things, u also lie.. i cant take it anymore.. cant..
i dont wanna listen to u.. i just hate the way u talk, promising this and that.. and at last, lie to me again.. i hate u..

2006-05-22T01:18:00.000+08:00

i have this weird feeling..
i know there isnt a way to get there..
plz stop me from moving any forward..
stop me..

crush..

2006-05-20T02:11:00.000+08:00

do i have something to blog about? well, actually yes.. but i dont know how 2 start..
ok, watch charlie chaplin's 'The City Of Lights'.. funny.. bla bla bla.. dis not wat i wanna talk about..
we humans do have crush on ppl easily even we are dating, or married..
i mean, even u have bf/gf, u still hv little crush on ppl sometimes..
its not love, but that special kind of funny feelings.. ever felt b4?
like u will purposely walk the other way just to bump into ur crush..
when u will take a peep and laugh to yourself.. when ur crush talks to u, and u will be damn freaking happy.. and all da funny funny stuff..

and when u find out ur crush has a bf/gf.. lol... then mai ur heart is crush lo..
u will get moody.. 'how come la, y got gf/bf 1... yor'
dis wat i experience last time.. and.. mayb now.. blek..
nola, little crush only, not a big deal.. nvm..

i'm almost late 4 my class 2day.. stupid kok wai.. =P

'The Da Vinci Code' or Charlie Chaplin??

2006-05-18T15:42:00.000+08:00

seems like its been quite some days i didnt 'really' update my blog..
a little busy with my studies..
i kind of like college life.. but, i have to find the notes n print it myself..
everything also by myself.. no more spoon feeding.. sob..
but that is what make me independent.. not a bad thing though..

film arts & appreciation.. 1 of my sub..
i kind of like the lecturer.. he is cute n funny.. everything is nice..
and he gave us an assignment today..
is to watch 'The Da Vinci Code'.. and then write a journal bout it..
omg.. i will definitely not goin to watch this if i'm not force to..
i mean, i prefer comedy and cartoons.. but i have to watchg it...

2006-05-16T15:48:00.000+08:00

tired and boring..
quiz 2moro..
study study study..

2006-05-07T00:58:00.000+08:00

friday..
class at 8 o'clock.. film arts.. the lecturer let us watch his films, his products.. all 4 of them.. its hard to understand what he is trying to say thru his films actually.. after he explains, i understand it.. i guess i need to watch 2-3 times more to really understand the whole thing..
after tat me, shaun, weng kee, and ee cheeng went to klcc and watch MI3.. a movie tat worth paying.. well, i don really hv da mood 2 talk all da rubbish..

he promise me to give me 2 weeks time and go out wif k.w n stuff lidat..
i can see tat he is very hurt.. i feel bad.. i can see the pain in ur eyes.. i don think i worth all the pain.. bcoz of me, u lost a chance goin 2 oversea n study.. bcoz of me u get scolded by ur parents..
bcoz of me, u r so hurt and sad.. i never appreciate u.. i always feel that u r annoying.. i always hate the way u talk.. i almost hate everything..

but until yesterday, when u don joke with me anymore.. when u don annoys me anymore..
when u don look into my eyes anymore.. i feel the pain in my heart.. i feel as if u don like me anymore, don like me in the way that u hate my attitude, u hate the way i treat u.. but u tell me u r juz moody.. b4 u go home, i hug u.. i'm crying and u hug me.. i feel as if u r protecting me from something.. i don wanna let go u when u wanna go home..

there is always alot of girls after u.. smile to u when u are walking pasar malam.. gave u their numbers when u are working.. girls flirting wif u, and stuff like that..
it doesnt bother me, really.. i always thought tat u will never leave.. i have too much confidence..
but actually, u will leave me anytime.. don treat me too good.. scold me, make me cry.. make me feel that u will leave me.. so tat i will appreciate u..
the problem is solve.. i ask him edi.. n i dont think he is really the 1 i need, and i'm not the 1 he need either.. me andhim, are juz not meant to be together, no matter how.. the 1 is in his heart will only be his ex-gf.. even if we really get 2gether, i don think there will be any happiness between us.. and the 1 i truly love, will only be u..
even if i like him? i guess is juz abit of feeling.. n i don wanna think bout it now..
me n him, will only stay like that, friends.. not more than tat, coz i don wan tat 2 happen..

me n u? i wan things to chnage between us.. in a good way i mean.. try to make me love u more.. try 2 make me feel i need u alot.. and i don need that 2 weeks anymore..

2006-05-04T19:33:00.000+08:00

after few days goin to college, i see the big differences.. it is indeed very free studying in college..
and i can feel that i like goin to college more and more..

there is something bugging me.. u r too good to me.. i dare not let u go.. i'm afraid i might regret and cant find any1 like u who really treat me so good.. mayb u r the only 1 who can stand my stuborness.. mayb u r the only 1 who will let me scold till like ^%^&%&$... i know u love me alot.. till no words can describe.. i'm very selfish.. i know that.. its unfair treating u this way.. i want u to follow my way.. i want u to do as i want..
i want u not to get jealous when i'm with him.. i want u to let me be with him.. i'm selfish, i want both.. but when one day u really let me be with him n not getting angry n jealous.. i'm sure i will feel that u don care bout me anymore..
its suffer being my bf.. u cant feel the safety.. and i know i cant give u that..
i dont want the whole thing to repeat again..
u treat me too good, and i feel as if u wont go away and leave me alone.. n mayb becoz of that, i'm not afraid.. i dont know what will happen in the future..
honestly, i really still like him.. like.. ok? i'm confuse.. very very confuse..
leave u? i dare not.. but sometimes, i cant feel the sparks anymore, sparks that we have last time.. i feel very bad..

i'm not a good gf.. i know..

2006-05-02T15:43:00.000+08:00

sunday and monday.. away from home, go back to hometown..
one word.. boring!! nth much 2 do actually.. those adults only know how 2 play mahjong.. cheh..
nth much to talk bout it..

2day is my first day in college.. i decided to change my time table..
now this 1 is a much better 1 compare to the last 1..
you see, the old 1, i have classes almost 8 o'clock everyday..
and this new 1 i made, only friday class is 8 o'clock.. and tuesday no class.. ^^
clever? lol.. blek.. a more relaxing 1, since i don hv 2 get up early 4 classes..

i wan 2 study!!!!!

2006-04-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

2day is my school's carnival day.. i miss my teachers alot.. i'm happy 2 see them..
i dont hope that my teachers will think that i turn 2 a nuaghty girl.. becoz i dye my hair n i colour my nails.. i'm still a very good girl lei gah.. haha..
i actually plan 2 wear a t-shirt with my skirt.. i don wanna wear sleeveless top bcoz i know dey wont let me in.. so fine, i wear t-shirt.. n now.. cannot wear mini skirt pula.. n 98% of my skirts are all mini.. piss me off.. duh.. i have 2 change to jeans.. suckz..

well, after that ken, nam hon, kok win, dear n i go mid valley.. go play bowling oh.. but my job is 2 sit there n watch.. haha.. u noe ker la, i donno how 2 play de ma..
there's a so call fashio show going on at that moment.. gosh, i saw amber chia le..
she looks gorgeous man.. i love her so much.. so leng la.. sexy..
coll is starting soon.. i'm nervous actually.. eekz..

theres nth i wanna say actually..
so bye bye..

HapPy bIrThdAy muMmy!!

2006-04-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

i am quite mad last nite actually.. bcoz a friend of mine sorta fong my fei kei..
ok, weeks ago he actually kind of promis 2 bring me 2 coll 2day 4 my orientation..
and then last nite, i juz waited 4 him 2 reach home n let me noe.. i have 2 wait till midnite, u see..
and he tell me he's darn tired, needa rest.. call me not 2 go.. =.=
really do piss me off at tat moment.. i am waiting 4 da orientation day, and when it comes, he calls me not 2 go.. duh.. ok, if it happens tat 'u' read my blog..
u noe wat 2 do la,.. u ffk me la, so u owe me a meal..

since he ask me not 2 go, then i decide not 2 go..
and this morning, ian go and call me.. 'still sleeping ah u.. 9.30 edi lo'
and all of a sudden, i feel like goin again.. ishk..
so i get up, brush my teeth, change my clothes, and wait 4 ian 2 bring me there..
since i don have transport.. cham..
ok, so i go there.. to the hall, sit down there, hear boring stuff..
then me and ian go 2 eat.. chit-chat.. ngek ngek..
then go back, do course selection.. dis freking time-table drives me crazy..
the time juz clash.. n finally.. i arrange it nicely.. hehe..
i wonder why, dey dont do like secondary school lidat.. so easy 4 us..
(ok, is dis a stupid question or wat?)

finish orientation.. buy cake and flowers 4 mommy..
bcoz its her BIRTHDAY 2day.. my brother and i decided 2 give her a big suprise..
we went to the place she works.. its hard 2 get there u know.. coz i'm not familiar with tat place..
once i get in2 the cab.. 'jln raja laut.. banyak aqua sana..' ok, i donno how 2 spell aqua.. =.=
reach there.. lit up the candle.. my bro bringing up the cake.. me holding the flowers..
went in.. look 4 her.. every1 clap hands.. as though it is plan, but actually not..
she looks so happy.. i donon since how many years i did not kiss her..
and 2day.. i kiss her.. i donno y.. i juz feel like crying.. i'm touch..
i can cry so easily.. not a good thing anyway.. i know she is happy with the suprise..
she is proud of us.. i know that.. all da aunties say we are good children.. haha..
they tell us that our mother work hard.. call us 2 treat her better, study harder..
i know she work hard.. i can see..
4 ur information.. my mom doesnt work in an office or anything..
she works in something like karaoke.. mens come.. womans serve.. is serve the word? i donno..
ok, PR u call it.. i guess.. my mom is not highly educated..
she has 2 drink alot, 2 earn more money..
and that make my heart aches sometimes.. i tell her not 2 drink 2 much..
but, still.. she has 2 do that.. haih.. but she is very happy 2day..
she sing and dance.. all aunties and uncles dance.. dey look so high.. lol..
i went to an 'old' karaoke.. only 4 old ppl.. lol..
and my hair is so damn smelly now.. coz of all da smoke.. yukz..

she fetch us back.. but then she has 2 head back 2 the karaoke again..
haih.. i always hear dis song, 'kiss goodbye' by lee hom in her car..
and juz now, the song plays again.. while i sing.. my mom also sing along.. haha..
i juz love it like that.. hm, by the way.. i'm juz goin 2 sit here n wait till she comes home..

i donno y.. now adays.. after my sick is gone..
i'll tend to feel very nausea at night.. i'll eat very little.. then i get very full..
and after a while.. i'll be very hungry again.. how come? wat is wrong with me?
i feel nausea again.. idiot..

2006-04-24T23:15:00.000+08:00

i actually blogged yesterday.. but there is something wrong with this blogger..
and i have to retype..
i dye my hair on saturday.. nth much to talk bout it..
my mom and bro say i lookz ugly, but my frens say i look nice..
at 1st, i feel that i look weird.. mayb is because in 18years.. everytime i'm infront of da mirror..
the reflection of my hair colour is black.. but now, after a few days.. i think it look quite nice.. ^^

and sunday, went to tat saloon again.. coz my mom n bro wanna cut hair..
nite went to sungai wang..nth much happen also.. after tat, we went to eat beef noodle..
and this stupid parking uncle wan us to pay him RM4!! and tat is not his place..
tats a public parking.. RM4.. stop dreaming la him.. Rm1 ok la.. i pay.. tats too much.. greedy fella.. and at last, we didnt pay him and park another place.. haha..

monday.. went to tat saloon AGAIN!! =.=
this time is accompany alicia go dye her hair.. in 3 days the hairstylist see me..
also sien lo.. haha.. ok, then we went to leisure mall..
watch tat freaking show.. reincarnation.. scare me to death. .bodoh sial..
ok, i'm not goin 2 watch horror movies anymore.. eekz..
scary movie4.. alicia? wanna go? lol..
wonder will u ever see my blog..

2006-04-22T00:22:00.000+08:00

so 2day is my last day of work..
actually not.. i'll only be working on saturdays start from may since i'm goin 2 coll soon..
boss 4get gimme salary eh.. sob.. nvm, i'm goin 2 get it 2moro.. hehe..
wat am i goin 2 do wif da money?
tell ya, i'm a big spender.. so i'm goin 2 spend all my money..
go 2 saloon, dye my hair.. and my whole salary will be gone..
well, who cares.. as long as i'm happy..
i'm goin 2 share some of the photos which i capture in da kindy..
ok.. now dis thing doesnt work and i cant upload da pics..
so, next time.. i'm tired of it already..
damn.. i need money so much.. theres alot of things i actually wanna buy..
who can help me? =( i use lots of darling's $$.. sorry..
2 bad u found a gf who spends money alot.. haha
okla.. i promise not 2 use so much lo..
spend within donno wat money ma.. lol..
i'm gonna dye my hair 2moro.. ^^

2006-04-21T00:24:00.000+08:00

once i step into the kindergarten.. ' teacher peggy ah, y u yesterday din come'
haha.. so touching.. 2moro will be my last day working,..
will miss my kids alot.. dey r really cute..
hope 2 capture some pics 2 let u guyz see how cute r them..
i am still sick 2day.. cant really breath well.. sad..

2006-04-19T23:16:00.000+08:00

i really hate the taste of cough medicine.. remember when u r small, the doctor sure give u the black colour(coca-cola colour) cough medicine.. and adults tell me those medicine are sweet, which is so untrue..
2day i didnt go 4 work.. bcoz i cough like hell.. cough till stomach also pain.. sleeping tat time so hard 2 breath somemore.. so i decided to go to clinic.. take mc, no need work.. ^^
hehe.. 2 more days.. i donno wat cause me so sick suddenly.. =(

again and again.. i do tat stupid thing.. i shd noe you will never reply me..
why do i still want to do tat.. its not tat you are so good looking or wat anyway..
dissapointed..

p/s: ok, darling.. don ask me.. plz..

ok.. i'm sorry 4 my rudeness.. i apologise..
but i am really angry at tat time.. i dont mean to be so harsh..
sorry.

2006-04-18T21:40:00.000+08:00

i am so damn sick 2day.. fever, headache, cough n flu.. have 2 work somemore.. sob..
my body so hot.. darling come n see how am i doing.. actually he 2day buy me fried chicken de ah.. but i sick.. 2 bad.. hope 2moro will get well soon le..
wake up at 8.. so early.. my mom wanted 2 take money from epf 4 me 2 study.. but tat ppl say foundation cannot.. ciplak de.. yay, she pay my tuition fees edi.. hehe.. i tot she don hv money tim..

sometimes i'll dream off my dad.. and everytime i dream of him, it will end up sadly.. he always have 2 leave me.. almost in every dream.. who is da most handsome 1? ur bf or ur dad?
2 me.. is my dad, and 4ever it will be him.. edison or rain or jay.. whoever.. also not as handsome as my dad.. do u think so? that ur dad is da most handsome 1?
i juz love him with all my heart.. go and give ur dad a hug readers.. i don have the chance anymore.. but u all do.. go and do it.. u dont need a reason.. juz give him a big warm hug.. he will definitely love it.. trust me..

2006-04-16T23:58:00.000+08:00

no work 2day.. yippee.. hehe.. went out 4 lunch wif my family..
nth much happen.. mom ask me bout coll.. i register long ago and now only she ask wat course i take.. i donno how 2 explain 2 her.. ok, i juz say something related to media.. wat is mass com in chinese?? n she ask me y study this kind of thing.. no use 1.. swt..
and i ans her.. 'oh, no use 1 la.. if no use u now no newspaper 2 read lo..' zadou..
well.. she wont understand and nvm..
[there is dis stupid mosquito sucking my blood now.. idiot..]

my uncle came n my 'good' doggy tear off his sock.. lol.. poor thing..
this dog of mine lookz so cute n innocent.. but then.. he spoils all my shoes..
n he is so clever.. saw me taking the cane.. he go hide.. duh..
gonna bbq him someday..

--> see!! he acts innocent again!!

readers, count down with me.. 5 more days and i'm free.. stop working.. ngek ngek

2006-04-15T14:52:00.000+08:00

yesterday's weather was cold.. very cold indeed.. after finishing my work around 6 something..
i went home quickly.. guess wat i wanna do.. stupid..
i cook him fried rice.. i'm so nervous and excited.. i even decorated the fried rice..
and you noe wat time he came to my house?? 9.30 at night.. damn it.. i didnt eat at all n juz wait 4 him.. the rice also cold jor la.. mm hou sik edi la.. duh..
make me so dissapointed only.. so bad 1 la him..
aih.. next time don 1 cook edi.. 'sik zhi kei la'.. hmph..

---> this is the fried rice..

and 2day?

get up at 7.. damn sleepy la wei, but hv 2 work.. finish work go home oi oi..

haih.. 'auntie' come visit me.. make me so san fu only.. at 7 something i was wondering whether wanna go find darling anot.. since 2day is his last day of work.. then i go lo, give him a suprise.. hehe.. i hv 2 go all da way to klcc.. then later go coffee 1 station eat le.. n we play chinise chess as well.. but dis bad fella ah.. don 1 let me win.. lee zan shaun ah.. ur gf so good ah, cook u rice n go find u somemore.. n u don wan let her win.. so bad 1... tak gentleman langsung la ni.. hmph..

next time u cook urself n play chess urself ah.. i don wan bother u liao.. lol.. :P blek..

2006-04-14T00:55:00.000+08:00

ok, so i went to work 2day.. 7 days more.. but i guess when i stop working, i'll start 2 miss the kids.. seeing those kids is like seeing myself when i was a kid.. the phrase we love so much.. i dont want to friend you.. there was dis very cute 3 year-old boy telling me that he dont want 2 friend me.. lol.. he was so cute.. when i give him sweet, then he say he friend me.. haha.. senangnya nak tipu.. haha..
and when i'm teaching 2day.. dis very cute boy tell his friends.. 'i sit with teacher peggy er.. i can sit, u cannot sit..' lol.. such a cute 1..

after work went to pasar malam le.. but darling a lemon thingy 4 his gastric.. i'm really worry.. everyday got gastric.. isnt something good,. call him 2 see a doctor he don 1.. bad guy..
then nite we go yam cha.. hehe.. this time i pay oh.. everytime u pay.. i mm hou yi si ma.. lol..

p/s: darling, i miss u lots..

2006-04-13T00:31:00.000+08:00

i was suppose 2 go 2 work 2day but i end up in darling's house.. i made a lie saying i am sick.. i feel bad la.. like so irresponsible lidat.. but i'm really tired working in tat place edi.. really hate it sometimes.. i really don wanna work.. sienz..
and my darling din go work eitehr.. lol.. we both are really very lazy 2day.. i dont deny tat..
itz been a long long time i step in2 his house.. i miss his house actually.. was so tired so i decide 2 sleep on his bed.. n i donno y he keep on disturb me.. whispering i love u in my ears thousands off times.. and tat annoys me while i oi oi-ing.. like nyamuk.. but itz sweet-- really..

and all of a sudden.. i feel like eating the oh so delicious asam laksa.. i really love asam laksa so much.. i can eat 3 days of asam laksa.. yummy.. and so i went to connaught pasar malam 4 my asam laksa.. wif my darling, ee cheeng n weng kee.. i ate too much of food i guess.. i'm so darn full..
i'm tired.. i wanna sleep.. ^^ hope i wont be so lazy to go 2 work 2moro.. plz make me hardworking.. haha..

20 months

2006-04-12T01:16:00.000+08:00

2day is our 20th month 2gether.. i'm happy tat we can make dis far.. without him.. i really donno how can i go through all da bad times.. i'm really lucky 2 have him..
wat brings us 2gether? is 999 stars.. haha.. itz a really cute thing.. i took a long time 2 make all 999 stars n it is all worth it.. without the stars, i donno will we ever be 2gether again..

-->our 999 stars..

i rebond my hair again.. i actually wanted 2 perm.. but i do not hv da guts.. so i guess i'll give it a try next time.. 2day is a public holiday n tat makes the saloon full of ppl.. guess how many hours i've been sitting down there.. from 2 something noon till 9 o'clock at nite.. gosh.. i'm so darn tired.. but lucky again, my darling is there wif me.. waited 4 me so many hours, sitting beside me.. if he is not there, i guess i'll give up bcoz of boringness.. 2nd time waiting 4 me so long.. haha.. pity him.. sorry dear.. lol... love u.. muakz..
went to kaki corner 4 sook yen's birthday.. glad 2 see all my friends there.. really miss dem alot.. oh, i miss my school man.. i'm gonna go back there someday..
haha.. ken jee, if u ever read dis.. sorry la.. i noe i pinch ur nipple hard.. but itz fun.. haha..
have 2 go 2 work again 2moro.. eekz, i'm really tired of work edi..
10 days more and i'm free.. oh, time, plz move faster.. only in dis 10 days.. hehe.. i don wanna get old fast..

love u my dear.. happy 2gether..

2006-04-11T00:30:00.000+08:00

hehe..can see my darling 2day.. so happy.. nth much le.. work as usual..
2day something makes me sad la.. the headmistress hit those kids so hard juz bcoz dey did not write day and date.. make till they cry like hell.. pity them.. i wanted 2 comfort the kids n she say don manja them.. swt.. what the.. dey r only kids la.. plz la..
and then she tell us she will replace a standard 6 kid to take over my place.. swt.. how could dis be.. but nvm la.. as long as i can stop my job n rest 4 a while then can le.. really tired.. sometimes the kidz really drive me crazy.. aih..
enough bout the kidz..

haha.. i pinch my dear 2day.. at some place which is very pain.. don simply think la.. at the leg there only.. hehe.. sorry la dear.. play play only.. but itz really fun.. haha..
gotta stop.. i wan go mamak n yam cha wif my sai lou.. bye..

Sunday

2006-04-10T00:51:00.000+08:00

2day is juz a normal sunday.. staying at home.. watching tv.. playing wif my doggy.. so boring.. but i'm still tired though.. donno y.. i edited my dear's blog skin.. hehe.. i'm happy that he likes it.. really miss him lots.. pity him, have 2 work everyday.. nvm, gonna stop work soon.. hehe.. 2 more days is our anniversary again.. 1 year and 8 months..

i'm happy that our relationship actually can last this long.. i'm bless 2 have him in my live.. really.. really wanna thk him.. thx alot 4 being wif me no matter i'm happy or sad or even mad..

thank you.. i love u..

tired

2006-04-09T01:01:00.000+08:00

oww.. i'm really tired 2day.. cant really sleep well last night.. no idea y is dis happening.. have 2 wake up 8 in the morning.. and go 2 work.. i feel so exhausted..

few days ago, i have dis horrible dream that really make my heart ache..
my dream was about my dad.. dreaming bout him pass away again.. gosh.. i can really feel the pain in my heart even when i'm dreaming.. i am crying non-stop..
how i wish he is back in my life again.. i will really give up anything, juz 2 wan u back daddy..
even it is 6 years now, but i still feel the pain.. and i'm sad, coz i cant visit u dis year when 'ching ming'.

plz.. people.. even if ur parents don agree wif u or anything.. plz don say those words like 'i wish my father die' or 'f*** my parents' i really met ppl who say dis mean things.. plz learn 2 aprreciate them.. u will never noe how pain it is when ur parents really leave u and dont come back anymore..

new blog

2006-04-07T22:43:00.000+08:00

So, dis another new blog i'm making.. n dis blod really drives me mad.. take me days to make and lastly it comes out as i want it to be..
and now i realize dis is a lil' bit stupid bcoz i cant put emoticons.. how come? duh... i'll try 2 figure dis out.. gotta sleep.. tired..